Friday, December 16, 2005
i have many questions in my mind. but i don't know where to start from. who to ask.
i have lotsa things to say. but i don't know who to tell to.
i wanna cry. just cry out loud. i nd a shoulder.
who cares? nobody rights? YAHs.
the reservoir is such a nice place. i was there for an hour. saw lotsa tortoise. and saw a stray dog. so cutee!! played with it for awhile. then, it was time to go.
it was time to let go.
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to the one whom i made my promises on the 14 12 2005, wednesday night
i know you worry
when you see those scars
on my hand.
to tell you i cut again
and that im sorry.
well, just so you know
i cut again and im sorry
i just needed
to feel something real again.
but you know what?
that was the last time.
i mean it this time
im not just saying it.
because this time
im calling you
to tell you
i wont cut again
i promise.
im not gonna cut ever again
i really promise.
if not, i'll let you box me again k. (:
i have lotsa things to say. but i don't know who to tell to.
i wanna cry. just cry out loud. i nd a shoulder.
who cares? nobody rights? YAHs.
the reservoir is such a nice place. i was there for an hour. saw lotsa tortoise. and saw a stray dog. so cutee!! played with it for awhile. then, it was time to go.
it was time to let go.
------
to the one whom i made my promises on the 14 12 2005, wednesday night
i know you worry
when you see those scars
on my hand.
to tell you i cut again
and that im sorry.
well, just so you know
i cut again and im sorry
i just needed
to feel something real again.
but you know what?
that was the last time.
i mean it this time
im not just saying it.
because this time
im calling you
to tell you
i wont cut again
i promise.
im not gonna cut ever again
i really promise.
if not, i'll let you box me again k. (: