Thursday, November 17, 2005

im bored.

tell me how many times have i felt this way. just plain bored. *yawns*

i've thought abt it. since i feel bored almost, i repeat, ALMOST, why not i join the:

1. airborne!!
2. RSAF!!
3. NAVYY!!!!
4. YOGA!!!
5.BALLET!!

why not i just go to slp and stop dreaming abt stupid stuffs. hey hey, cnt!! if i slp and dun dream abt stupid stuffs, i might as well dun slp. chey! nonsense

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leave me alone? please?? pretty please???!

no!! dont leave me alone. DON"T.

i feel weird. cos i started speakin like a chinese maiden towards my mother. adding '-er' to every last chinese word i say in a sentence.for eg.

"Zai jian'er" "Wan'r- an"

and then, i would speak like an england girl. okok. english girl. to my dad

"gud evenah Pap'er." "oi wud loike ae bottle of chillei sawce puhlease"

for your info, the 1st sentence meant "gd evening papa" and the 2nd one meant "i would like a bottle of chilli sauce please"

and and then, i would just sing to myself. "LALALALALALALALA. elmos world"

yep. soyah said i am suffering from depression. mwahahas.

no!!! im not. i just feel like killing moiself. oops.

juls said i should go find a guy. so that i won't keep feeling like this.find a guy tt behaves like him. [-.-'']

i rather be a nun. hahas. just kidding. no hard feelings.

and he said tt why im behaving like this is due to

-feeling lonely in the night.
-when im sad, there's no shoulders to cry on, there isnt any arms to hug you
-feel as if something is lacking in your life.

sounds as if im lacking of love. excuse me. *clears throat*. WELL, that's what HE said. i dont feel this way.

maybe a little. but hey. not that much lah..

but im not a despo. i can live w/o guys.

and im thankful for frens like juls. =D

My mom says i have to study hard *pushes up glasses*

MWAHAHA. so unlike me. like i'll ever do that.... =D

do what?

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