Thursday, March 03, 2005
so fast. march started. tt means 3 months are gone. FOREVER. yeps. so fast. i did damn badly for common test. kill me someone. argh..
it's gettin sian-er and sian-er everyday. the ang ku kuih picks on me all the time. ask chicken if u dun believe me. he was the one tt saw everythin. but instead i gt scolded. so nice. i don't feel like talking. i don't feel like smilin. i don't feel like goin to school. for the feeling of being the 'outcast' is horrible.
i donno. maybe tiffy is sufferin the same fate as me. but it's really horrible. i mean. maybe i shouldn't even make anymore friends. do i really make a difference in anybody's life? why should i go to sch when i go , it;s still a school and when i don't go it's still a sch. no one smses, no one cares. so nice. what's the point of havin friends? when they practically don't even understand you? they go for fame, popularity and steads. they stead for the sake of havin a term called to them "stead". juz like that. simple and easy.
u seat in a classroom. tt has 4 tables. it used to be the places whr u and ur other 3 buddies always sit. but in the end. some others sat there and they jus kept quiet.not even helpin u to say " my fren sits here" am i invisble or something? it's like "HELLO?! I SEAT THERE!!" so this shows la. im not important. thk you man. so u seat alone at a very isolated corner of the bloody classroom. it's then.u realize that a friend that u seldom talk to but u still do care about came and drag another table and chair, jus for sake of sittin next to this lonely ger. he was not afraid of being scolded by the long winded teacher. and he goes "Lynette, i seat with you". tt actually warms my heart.
next class, fearin that u will be lefted out again. u ran to the classroom and sat alone. beside the window where u can see a nice view from. u sat alone. ur that friend who jus cared for you again, did the same thing, drag another table and chair and sat right next to you. i could almost cried at that point. he actually realized my existence. i left the classroom for the washroom, when i came bk. i saw him shooing off another classmate, sayin "Lynette sits here. u seat another place" he was my true one and only friend. tt was what i was lookin for. he laughs with you, he stands up for you, he waits for you, he walks with you, he helps u. best of all, he cares for you.
and who says tt there can be no friendship between boys and girls? there's one livin friendship tt you just read tt came from a true story.
but still, with him, i still feel left out and im gettin more and more used to it. for he cant accompany me 24/7.
wat a story.
it's gettin sian-er and sian-er everyday. the ang ku kuih picks on me all the time. ask chicken if u dun believe me. he was the one tt saw everythin. but instead i gt scolded. so nice. i don't feel like talking. i don't feel like smilin. i don't feel like goin to school. for the feeling of being the 'outcast' is horrible.
i donno. maybe tiffy is sufferin the same fate as me. but it's really horrible. i mean. maybe i shouldn't even make anymore friends. do i really make a difference in anybody's life? why should i go to sch when i go , it;s still a school and when i don't go it's still a sch. no one smses, no one cares. so nice. what's the point of havin friends? when they practically don't even understand you? they go for fame, popularity and steads. they stead for the sake of havin a term called to them "stead". juz like that. simple and easy.
u seat in a classroom. tt has 4 tables. it used to be the places whr u and ur other 3 buddies always sit. but in the end. some others sat there and they jus kept quiet.not even helpin u to say " my fren sits here" am i invisble or something? it's like "HELLO?! I SEAT THERE!!" so this shows la. im not important. thk you man. so u seat alone at a very isolated corner of the bloody classroom. it's then.u realize that a friend that u seldom talk to but u still do care about came and drag another table and chair, jus for sake of sittin next to this lonely ger. he was not afraid of being scolded by the long winded teacher. and he goes "Lynette, i seat with you". tt actually warms my heart.
next class, fearin that u will be lefted out again. u ran to the classroom and sat alone. beside the window where u can see a nice view from. u sat alone. ur that friend who jus cared for you again, did the same thing, drag another table and chair and sat right next to you. i could almost cried at that point. he actually realized my existence. i left the classroom for the washroom, when i came bk. i saw him shooing off another classmate, sayin "Lynette sits here. u seat another place" he was my true one and only friend. tt was what i was lookin for. he laughs with you, he stands up for you, he waits for you, he walks with you, he helps u. best of all, he cares for you.
and who says tt there can be no friendship between boys and girls? there's one livin friendship tt you just read tt came from a true story.
but still, with him, i still feel left out and im gettin more and more used to it. for he cant accompany me 24/7.
wat a story.
