Thursday, March 24, 2005
.... ssch half day. cos tmr is good friday. dismissed at 1145am. quite early larhs.ate then came bk
ms teo told me and atiqah tt we cant quit NCC. have to be in it till we graduate. shes gonna return me my uniforms and stuffs. stupid right? last night i clear my room. i threw away the belt le. now she wants me and atiqah back. die. die. die. hais. she's calling my mom. sayin wat hafta go bk. don't even dare to think wat is my mom reaction towards this matter. hais. scarry. hope something positive. i dun mind going back lar. maybe jus i don't have enough confidence to pass all those test and proficiency badges and courses. i have low self esteem for i hate myself. yea.so it's kinda hard. for me. so how? any ideas?
gt back the result slip. dun wanan talk about it. passed lar. but like kns.
ms teo told me and atiqah tt we cant quit NCC. have to be in it till we graduate. shes gonna return me my uniforms and stuffs. stupid right? last night i clear my room. i threw away the belt le. now she wants me and atiqah back. die. die. die. hais. she's calling my mom. sayin wat hafta go bk. don't even dare to think wat is my mom reaction towards this matter. hais. scarry. hope something positive. i dun mind going back lar. maybe jus i don't have enough confidence to pass all those test and proficiency badges and courses. i have low self esteem for i hate myself. yea.so it's kinda hard. for me. so how? any ideas?
gt back the result slip. dun wanan talk about it. passed lar. but like kns.
