TeaRs And SmiLes

sighss... it's been sooo damn bloody fast.. it gonna reach the end of the yr! haha.. i haven't enjoyed enough! infact.. i have even started.. starting to lose it in blogger.. no mood.. can't blame me.. anyway.. i thought of taking up tamil frm mdm rukmani.. cool rite? at least i get to scold people using that.. or perhaps, i could get kartik to to teach me.. well.. that's another story..

been reading lotsa fan fics.. hahax... mostly on edison n gillian.. okay! okay! i know.. this always happens when i talk abt edison to my other friends.. they will just ask me to be more realistic and bla bla.. w/e lar.. it's like.. can't i just even have a fantasy? oh yeah.. talking abt fantasy.. i think i got the sudden small little craze on final fantasy.. yeah.. collected some of their wallpapers when i was searching for edison's.. hahax...

been downloading aaron carter's music and westlife.. i feel weird.. im used to this kind of lifee.. like.. using the com.. doing my own stuffs..and seldom communicating with the others.. it really makes me feel that i'm being isolated from the others..it kinda makes me feel that i am a weirdo or w/e.. been reading up lots on vampires in the library.. that show's my craze.. hahaz

+__^all i need is time..^__+