TeaRs And SmiLes

haix..

school has been so boring!! argh.. jiu ming aH! exams are like coming and i have been neglecting him... [-.-"] sowwiex! ;p just after tuition, how wonderful ..:P had chinese class with 201 today.. dunnoe what's the t'cher prob.. want to combine.. than make it so big.. den the others(201, not all lar..)who made so much noise were let go earlier.. den the 204 wans all hafta stay back..!! unfair rite? favouritism.. oh well.. had fun in there though.. :) with all muah frens sitting behind me.. yeah.. w/e..

i guess most of our teachers are reaching the menopausal age.. [-.-"] seriously.. that mdm chow.. 1st period only.. scream and scream.. cannot stand it man.. arghh.. she shouts and screams and when she gets sorethroat , she blame us.. weird? moodswings.. sighs.. understandable.. all the while.. we have to give in to the teachers.. can't they just give in to us for once?! sighs...

alot of my friends changed.. seriously.. when i see them, to them.. i am like transparent.. cool bo? so i play along.. when they call me.. i'll just have to pretend.. kinda hard.. well.. w/e..

shit man.. i just remembered.. tomorrow i am having my homec practical exams.. and i'm cooking fried rice.. it seems simple but somehow.. i don't know how to cook.. [-.-"]

*_longing to touch u with my bare hands.. but somehow, it just repels.._*

haix.. exams are coming!!!! arghh... !@#$%^&!!!!!!

anyways.. my b'day is coming too =) haha..
likewise.. just finish watching the zhang wu ji show.. can't remember the title of the show.... but trust me it's nice.. romance/fighting/comedy.. all packed into one.. though there's more fights..okays.. anyway.. i watched the twins effect again for the 3rd time.. with my mom.. haha.. for once she would seriously sit down and watch some of the shows that i like.. and for the first time, she said edison is cute!!! haha.. kazaf.. kazaf.. btw, edison is cute okays.. :X the almost flawless guy.. yeshh.. almost perfect.. one in hollywood.. one in my life.. get what i mean?

btw, whose chiasing? haha..

thks to those who tag my board.. muackzz

*_so near to me.. yet so out of reach.. like just a piece of glass seperating us.. centimetres away.._*

whaha.. so sian.. just reached home and heard a news that made me devastated.. shit.. wadeva lar.. today ms ng scold mi.. like wadeva can.. mrs woo came.. and talked and talked and talked.. arghh.. bad day..

english book lost.. aRGHHH...
art was abit cool and lame today.. hahaxz.. markarti ar makarti.. my friend.. aniway.. eddy pic is here!! lolx

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just after tuition.. sighs.. having tuition at 7hs per week.. it's nuts.. never been that good in the past.. well.. people do change rite? both i suppose.. both sexes.. i don't know.. just feeling that perhaps the boys change faster than girls.. do you guys agree? maybe yes maybe no.. well. that's not the situation in my head now.. guys seriously change super fast.. :D

went to mac to do finish my tuition hw.. and saw HIM.. haha.. gosh it's him.. i saw him at the counter.. he smiled.. and it was like *faints* lol.. nah.. juz exaggerating.. he looked super handsome and cool in that outfit.. yeah.. and he seriously grown taller.. lolx.. he waved and left.. sad.. guess all good things come to an end.. lolx... been thinking abt him for the past few hours.. lolx.. oh well.. wadeva..

exams is like coming in 7 days!! arghh.. have not super really prepared.. have ta remember this and that.. well.. do u think i care.. well yes i do.. and i super care.. for once.. i care.. yeshh.. i've been skipping church for like 2mths liao.. haha.. lotsa eh?

*missing you for long.. u know me well.. i can't just give up..* :P

just after tuition.. got caught in the rain while rushing back.. and i'm feeling cold.. :)

things been weird for me today.. had a talk with rushi in the morning.. and when it was science class.. i fell asleep.. haha... woke up just in time to do my theory.. and went off for maths.. funny, during maths, time went off quite fast.. and i mean-fast.. yes.. didn't went for homeperiod but instead, had a talk with mr martin chan and the other prefects.. yesh..

had lunch at a kopitiam.. with other 2 girls and 5 boys.. haha.. waikai, jia wen,4bs and xiang ying.. yesh.. met zhirong,firdaus and someone else.. can't remember.. haha.. by the way.. the whole class got punished yesterday for making so much noise in the class and woo and pang made us stood under the sun for a period... so irritating.. sun tanning.. luckily i brought my suntan lotion.. :X.. hahax..

and again.. Prefects? wad's that?

sighs.. another torturous day went by for me.. idiot.. and i skipped my english remedial.. whaha... anyway... the 4 bananas blog are up.. hehe.. go check it out.. got my hw to do.. so practically sian.. today actually woo wanted to come and see all prefects.. but she had a meeting with rozerio.. had no time.. like wadvea lor.. think we care? our duties have been change and it's like so sucky.. arghh..

changed my template, without the snowflakes with the rong zu er music.. haha.. nicesh? anyway.. pls comment... hahax.. anyways, today my da jie fu cracked up many joikes about woo.. happy lar.. but tml???! haha.. needa see rushi with jun hong, waikai,clinton,phyllis,steph and diane.. it's like so sucky lor.. i mean.. do i have a choice not to see? doubt so.. argh.. so irritating can?

this year really sux to the core trust me.. u wouldn't be living if you were me..

gooosh.. it's been quite awhile since i've updated.. well, here i am.. :D

Many things cropped up these few months.. mostly bad.. from the prefectorial board.. school and personal stuffs.. i don't know why.. this year has been super bad.. people are changing? yeah i agree.. even im changing too.. it's like i;m so sick and tired of all these.. i know most of you are.. sick and tired of people.. unreasonable people... you don't know whats their problem.. they keep picking on you.. yeah.. it's like WHAT'S THEIR PROBLEM MAN!!!

Can u stand being scolded by your somewhat close friend? scolding you and calling you names... not infront of you but behind your back to other people.. that's like soo fucking irritating.. so pissed... getting scolded for what? guess.. for hanging out with my another group of friends.. yes.. that was the reason that made me being ignored by u freaks.. i don't owe my whole life to you do you know? bloody ass.. i have my choice to whom i wanna be friends with.. and if the choice is not you.. den too bad.. don't think that you are my one and only friend in the whole wide world.. i am not a loner though i feel lonely.. get this rite u sucker.. if you hate me just say it into my face.. don't be a back stabber.. im seriously getting very sick and tired of all these.. i don't even know why did i shed my tears because of these.. was it worth? defintely a big fat NO..

if you think u know me well, u are like so so so wrong can? there's no one who know me well.. cause i don't even know myself well enough to let me be known... get this right... argh..

anyways.. enough about it.. lemme see.. i've changed my blog template.. to something simple and nice.. and added my jiang nan song.. whee.. hahaz..