TeaRs And SmiLes

sch reopened today... [-.-"]
so irritating sia.. must go bk to see tt sch and chers in there..
den in the morning saw one cockroach..
frightened sia..hahax.. ask my mother come catch.. lol
den went to sch..
almost take wrong bus..
later go marine parade... haha
den sch have inspection on attire, hair, socks, shirt
SHARLENE so bright sia...
haha..
yellow ger..
so farni
about 1/4 of the sch got dye hair..
den i help collect 4 bucks from each student..
hahahahahaha
some never pay wan nei..
so farni..
den today the ncc so freaking long..
haven practice my pledge..
i mean ncc pledge..
not singapore pledge..
yar lar!

sighs..
doing the "ending of the sch holiday" countdown
2more days..
hw haven finish.. sia la.. die rite?
sighs......
gt one guy call alan add me..
dunnoe who..
he say from friendster de...
...dotdotdot
nVM..
my tuition juz finish.. so sian
whaha..
so nice...
siA0..
dreams aRe sHo niCe eh??
i lOve thEm..
haha..
though not true.. tt's the sad part..
well it could be..
wadeva..
tML no nCC!!!!!!!!!!!
wEe..
part B rokx..lolx

today!!
wake up so late sia...lol
den went to surf for daniel zhang feng qi's pics..
he quite cute rite?
haha.. 17 nia..
young la.. young la..
gt some of his pics here...

whaha.. so -gong- rite??
dunnoe why la..
the sana projewct is taking up alot of my time sey..
haix...
sch reopening liao.. gd luck la..

TODAY!!!!
Went to escape theme park with lijuan/nigel/yehwan....
2 ger 2 boi....[-.-"]
and than hor.. i wear light-coloured shirt..
stupid yeh wan so pervetic..lol
want me sit water slide..
than i sit.. but infront..with lijuan..
than he say, sit infront i not wet wan.. muz sit behind.. lolx
pervet rite?pure pervet..
the nigel first time go escape.... swa ku sia..bth..
escape gt 2 new rides sia.. lolx..
the FLIPPER.. and RAINBOW..
the rain bow gt advertise.. but not the flipper..
and that was like the first ride we sat..
wah!! shiok sia.. turn here turn there..
slide here slide there
fly here fly there..
something like the pepsi..
but betta..:)
hot sia..
li juan and nigel hold hands!
me and yehwan so bright..
haix
than sit panasonic..
nigel was like screaming..... [-,-"]
most of the ride he never sit..
the rain bow nice also..
something like pirate ship..
9 storey high
wad a way to go to the ninth floor..
WITHOUT climbing.. lolx..
the feeling very nice
but very "slippery"
cuz go up and down ma.. the thing move sideways..
lijuan keep squashing me..
den sit pepsi with yeh wan..
he keep singing...[-.-"] lolx
the cadbury close.. sia la..
than went to sit the flipper another time..
den can hear like the screw coming out the sound..
but nvm.. juz sit..
so noisy
and than later we come bk.. want sit again..
the sign put
CLOSED FOR MAINTENANCE..
WHAHAHAHA..........
almost died
so farni
than we buy candy floss..
the person selling face so black..
haha
den went to arcade..
NIGEL PLAYED PARA PARA!!
nice..
like catching flies liddat..
not bad.. :P
lolx.. jk la.. not bad.. gt at least a B..
COOOLL..
so long never para liao..
haix
wished that he was there..
so fun lor..
SIGHSSSSSSS

wah.. very tired..cannot tahan liao.. dunnoe why.. now muscles very pain... (muscles?????!! :x) no lar.. the thighs there.. okok.. so fsat sia.. sch holidays finishing liao.. sian.. than must go back and see all the teacher's face.. THE FACE!!!! okoks.. anyways.. my hair is still long.. still want to cut.. haix..

now feel so sad.. haix.. when i the song an jing nia.. than feel even more sadder...( my eng very pro.. lolx) bth.................
anyways.. the new msn is here... tada!!! *light shining* kekeke... not much diff from the previous wan... but just update lar.. better than being outdated.. yeah.. i mean myself.. not u guys...

i feel weird.. lemme see.. how many emotions am i feeling now and why..
1. sad-- dunnoe why.. was already sad when i was watching "Tou Long Zhuan Feng".. super duper devastated.. chim..

2. tired-- cuz yesterday.. had torturous ncc.. and watched the GOD OF GAMBLERS II.. Chow Yun Fatt so handsome.. (zhou rong fa) whaha.. cute.. okok

3. sian-- nth to do except homework.. lazy go out.. whaha.. cuz no bucks..

4. pissed-- sch reopening soon..............ARGH!!

5. weird-- cuz i am feeling so mixed up..

6. wanna cry-- sighs.. wang shi bu yao ti le... sighs..

anyways.. i printed a picture of HIM!!! so cute... haha.. forced him to send me wan.. haha.. cuz he took mine neoprint.. nvr return.. URGH HIM LA... but gt his neoprint.. haha.. what can i say.. all we had were memories.. B-E-A-U-tiful ones.. but.. they are not in my mind.. but in my heart... sia la.. so mushy.. okok.. shhs..

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I MISSED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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suffering from severely mental breakdown........


PS..
PEOPLE.. dun sms me for a time being.. haha.. kin yang knows why.. wHAHAHAHAHA

// posted by justtesting @ Sunday, June 20, 2004 0 comments

just came back from ncc... my whole palm is like red and sore and RAW.. the skin peeled off.. and i can see my flesh and it's bleeding....and my PINKIE(my precious) finger was cut.. interesting huh? no wonder kin yang says i am interesting.. urgh.. so pain.. luckily not fingers.. otherwise cannort type.. hehe.. blister some sort "healing"..

than when i come home.. my mother saw the red red hand.. than she was like.. " how come liddat???" than i went into the room.. than i heard something that.. she say" next time grow up no guys want hold your hand.." haha.. so funny.. i was like luffing.. okok... i was a little pissed man.. cuz our mam last dae liao mah.. than they stay us back awhile.. make me cannot see my cartoon programme... *karbish* urgh...

okaes.. my tupid blister is like s0 pain can?!?!?! sickening.. that freaking boots.. whaha.. guess wad.. i saw some foundation powder and had the urge to use them.. weird rite? luckily didn't.. or i look like a hantu... *karbish* so sian now.. both parents not at home.. it's like i am living by myself.. yeah.. just went to www.sfogs.com.. haha.. and than dare not go toilet.. lolx.. ;X.. hahax.. OH YARH!! GUESS WHAT.. I CUT MY HAIR!! lolx.. so farni can.. when i went to the salon.. i was like praying u know.. haha.. praying for a hairstlye that i would like.. so funny.. ;D but .. most of the rebonding has been cut off.. sad rite? lolx.. nvm.. looks kinda straight now.. *playing with the hair* i guess so.. heex..

haix.. 1 more day to sunday.. ^the day after tomorrow^ lolx.. den i will be ushering..it seems that.. time flies by super duper fast.. i feel that as if the holidays just started yesterda.. and they are ending like in a weeks time.. and it's all gonna be back to "homework""tests""examsz" sickening rite.. wonder why must we have exams... *scratches head* spoils the day... haix.. now.. i feel very emotioning.. lolx.. like.. alot of emotions in my mind.. but can't describe.. like.. just cutting a new hairstyle!? like wtf.. lolx.. opps..

argh!!!~~~ okaes.. have some snnouncement to make.. or at least.. A announcement.. yesh.. just linked vinnie and eunice.. *points points..* yesh..

ehlloz! okaes.. yesterday was the last day of the sana course larh.. ok.. it was exciting and almost got shock off man! lolx.. any way.. lemme see about yeterdae.. we had our test.. abt drugs la.. than.. had our roleplays.. it was funny and stupid lorh.. lolx.. but it was interesting.. in the end the worst and the best performance got prizes.. [-.-"] lame rite.. bth.. than it was our lunch.. than our results.. hahax.. karbish the instructor lor.. lolx.. he say.. that we all failed our test.. *heart attack* haha.. den it was like so real can.. he ask us to keep everything and go for another retest.. than he ask.. "who never study last night!!" than like got 8 people raise up their hands.. than he ask again.. the same question.. again.. same 8 people raised up.. than later he said" so the others all got study lar?" than we never say anything.. than he continuedwith a smile.." no wonder all of you guys passed!!" lolx.. all of us were like "wah lao.. frighten us sia.." den alot sighing noises.. lolx.. so farni..

than reached home ard 4pm... whaha.. so farni..

Just came back from SANA course... it was fun, interesting, boring, sleepy and retarded...okaes.. i got seperated from my frens! kinda pissed la.. but heck.. splitted into 14 grps.. and ping yi was like the only sch that both ncc ger and by unit came.. and it was like so extra.. kekexz.. before we went rite.. it's like we had to help to carry a big BOX.. and it was like so heavy.. i and atiqah carry until my hands were like cracking.. went to singapore poly.. and that stupid freakin sch was like so big and had so many staircases!! feel like killing the person who designed the sch..urghh!

than it's like so long never wear my boots and walk so much.. den on my right leg, there was a blister.. and it burst when i came home.. so.. practically.. the lesson was boring.. yeah.. all about drugs!.. yes.. and i was like surrounded by guys.......[-.-"] haha.. on my left was a TK guy called Ben and on my right, the was another TK guy called Ryan.. and they 2 were nice lar.. quite crappy.. so i crapped with them LAR! lolx.. somehow.. managed to exchanged phone numbers.. so.. yarh.. lolx.. and during the lecture, the lecturer was like so funny can? lolx.. he's kinda old.. so his hp rang and he took it out and flipped it open and said" i call you back later" den he shut the phone, put the phone into his pocket and took the mic.. and put at his ear!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i was like laughing like mad! and the ryan saw it lorh.. wah kaox.. and he was still like holdin it there for a few secs before putting it to his mouth! damm cartoon sia..

Than had lunch.. den the another lecturer came in.. and he was like ending each of his sentence with an "ok" lol.. weirdo.. whahah.. the the freaking thing is that i have to GO AGAIN FOR TML.. SANA.. sicko rite.. can't even sleep.. no peace sia..

haha.. today's sunday.. and i went to church.. serving though..:).. yes.. the weather was like so damm freaking hot.. and i was practically closing my eyes.. when i was walking.. to the bus stop..lol..before i left, i watched the 11am show the "Tou Long Zhuan Feng" lolx.. so farni... somehow.. i was cheered up la..yep.. at 11.50 went out.. to church..

listening to my discman... playing all the zhou jie lun songs.. den it was like suddenly i thought of him.. yes.. and began to missed him.. well.. wadeva la lynette..so.. was listening while walking to the bus stop.. when i thought i saw bus no. 9.. so i took my time lar.. den it was like wtf.. it was 31.. and i missed my bus.!! i was like.. "wah lau eh.." yar.. cuz.. lolx.. not enough sleep :X lolx

den reached tampines interchange.. to change bus to 293.. den wehen i boarded the bus i was like thinking.. should i buy sweets? lolx.. and almost got a headache to see which bus stop should i stop at..and i was like very angry with myself.. like.. can't be able to decide such simple stuffs.... was kinda blur blur tt time.. so.. kept reprimanding myself [-.-"]damm pissed..

den reached church.. the service ended a little late though... saw my mom.. and dad.. den later when the crowd almost clear already.. i saw jeryl..(like 1st time his name is included in my diary..so.. haha.. XTRA...:X// jk)den he look at me.. den i look at him.. den i look at tiffany.. den we went in.. and i mean me and tiffany..not other..with alena of coz.. ;) did sanctuary cleanliness.. yeah... lolx..

den after church.. went to eat with tiffany, eunice, alena, elizabeth(alena sis) and jian han.. (yes yes the president of funky old lady club [-.-"])ate at macs.. den talked and talked.. den when tiffany read out the card she received from her friend or leader sth.. lolx.. she read out the names.. and jian han was like "oh.. bisexual eh?" lolx... all were like laughing like sia0...after lunch, we went to tm.. and i meant we arh.. tt includes tiffy me and eunice.. yesh.. walked walked.. lolx.. reached home around 7... yeah..

than got one person sign my comments.. den he/she say" hello there..your real name is nette nette? is it supposed to pronounce as "net net" or "netty netty"?just curious.. ;D"
warh.. tok kong.. nvr expected to be like this.. deleted liao.. it's like.. hahax..the person is like a little bit of valerie cuz she calls me netty.. and kin yang.. cuz he calls me net net.. lolx.. so farni.. i was like.. gonna roll of my chair!! nah.. just exaggeratting.. was like.. hahax.. so lame can.. anyways... i was so pissed yesterday.. ARGHHHH!!!

feel like changing my template.. back to the anime kind wan.. the frosted love wan.. lolx.. but hor.. LAZY LARH.. lolx..

okaes..i went to sch todae lar..had maths and chinses rememdial.. yep.. it was fun.. daniel,jian bing and alif must sing song.. lolx.. cuz they were humming and singin in class.. so funny..

den chinese class.. teacher gave us back our exams papers.. [-.-'']lol.. ok lar.. so than he taught us how to commit suicide without pain.. [-.-"]lame sia.. den he say dun tell anybody.. he told us all this just because xu ren was sitting on the ledge.. ok.. lame rite.. bth.. lolx..

went to sleep in the afternoon for awhile.. shiok sia.. lolx..

okaes.. i went to sch AGAIN AGAIN..so bored.. was in mr lim's class.. pro bodoh..yar.. it was practically bored though.. den got one idiot call me.. den when i call back.. he say nvr call... he call 3 times leh...siao.. anyway after the class me and soyah planend to go to maC... so ya..i saw mathew right infront..with his "gang" chicken they all la.. wad else lar hor..so... i sms him.. << Teng Teng.. i behind you...>> whhaha.. he turn back and shout "siao arh" den luff luff luff.. haha..so farni.. den later.. somehow just by walking with soyah.. i caught up with mat.. slow sia he..so yar.. haha.. saw him at the escalator.. and i advise him not to fall down.. lolx.. bad eh?.. den he look at me like qian bian liddat.. whahaha.. so farni.. den he also going mac.. so come out of the mrt tunnel liao.. we started talking la.. quarelling here..and there.. wad u expect..haha.. cannot tok to him nicely wan.. sometimes onli... yup// but i were with soyah, mutalib and chicken..lolx..and another group of farhan, haikal,shafir they all.. can't remember whu,,

so we went in mac.. searched for a place where all of us could sit together..than wait for chen yang to come.. and than we saw hannah and naqiah.. so soyah went off with them to look for hafizah..so.. left me and the rest.. only ger somemore.. anyway.. it was fun lar.. lolx.. and that tupid teng teng went to take my phone to look for secret messages.. kuku rite? sia la.. kuku lor.. than snatch here and there and that tupid chicken keep making the eyes like i and mat were wad liddat.. lolx...den we heard one small little boy say wad.. in chinese lar..:"MOMMY MOMMY.. I TELL YOU ARH.. THE STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM HOR.. NOT NICE WAN LEH.. BUT HOR I TELL YOU ARH.. I EAT FINISH LIAO LA.."WAH LAN.. pro sia the boy.. i and the 2 guys were luffing luffing you know.. lolx..den chen yang come.. so we went to buy food.. i bought 1 fries and ice milo.. little bit mar.. so went to sit down first.. den chicken.. den talib den the teng teng..lol..oops..mathew la.. den mathew sit beside me.. chicken opp me.. talib far from me.. hahax.. so we chat chat lar..den the chicken go eat my fries.. [-.-"].. hahax.. yep.. after that the tupid chicken say.. lynette.. need mathew send u home.. wah kao.. both of us point middle finger and luff.. okok.. enough of those peepz

when i wass adding my friends in friendster.. i came upon some long lost primary friends like xing zhong la... adelina la.. chan la.. jason la.. many many.. and than i add xing zhong lor.. den see his profile under the descriptions of who i want to meet.. lol.. he damm farni sia.. he type.. "want to know my primary friends lor.. those long lost wan.. (like beckham, orlandar bloom, brad pitt.. juz to name a few lar..)" wah kaox.. funny sia.. retarded lor.. i was laughing and laughing like siao..

yep today.. i was a little down lar.. when i came home.. without those friends.. lolx.. but it was nice.. :))

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOREVER AND EVER...!! IDOT LAR..

okaes.. guess i am getting more and more like valerie..[-.-"]
i am so freaking sad ok..argh!..i feel like crying.. omg.. wad a day..

i need you.. can't live without you... chan rak khun.. (nth to do with chan arh)

okies.. today AGAIN went to sch for the science week thingy.. yep.. kinda fun.. lolx.. i was the first to complete my experiment!! weeE... yesh yesh yesh.. okies.. after that.. me cheow yean and vivian go bedok interhange.. lolx... den went into the comics shop.. and i saw my FAVOURITE FRUITS BASKET SERIES.. ON VCD....ARGH!!! i couldn't buy it... freako man.. NO CASH... sick lar.. in the end bought 2 small keychains.. for hangin on the hp wan.. wah lau...PATHETIC.... i want the vcd.... sick lar

ARGH!!! going nuts... guys are truly weird...... super duper weird...

okaes.. frist thing first.. i went to sch this morning.. [-.-"].. mdm chow lar.. want us go back.. we thought it was science remedial.. but actually call us back to do experiment.. den give wrong time.. in the end 202 and 204 clash... den it's like.. she ask us to be there on 8.. and she opened the doors like around 8.45am? and we thought wad sia.. in the end just go there do experiment.. and it was like within an hour can go back liao lor.. but she stay us until like till 10.30?? sicko rite? urgh!! so pissed off. the whole freaking class was like so freaking noisy!! 202 and 204 were together.. so it was mixed lar.. and all she did was shout at the top of her SPINE CHILLING VOICE.. wah kao.. ear drums burst liao.. okok.. enough of her.. it was raining heavily.. when we were in the lab( i guess miss raniy was in sch.. [-.-"}).. it was like so shiok can?? feel like sleeping.. but had to walk up and down.. wee.. to take stuffs lar.. lolx.. SLEEP!!

today was a very sian day lar.. didn't wanted to blog... but when i came online.. also nth to do.. so i blog lor.. haha.. aniways.. did u peeps got a notice of the story page? at the right hand side of this webbie...1st link... haha.. go there see.. stories.. bla bla bla... yepx..hahax.. aniway.. i got the jian dan ai lyrics!!!!! wee... yes!

hmM...