TeaRs And SmiLes

went to church.... [-.-"] tt's wad i do every sundae.. didn't see wayne.. [-.-"].. sian.. tml chinese olevels liao.. gd luck sec 4 frens.. whole day exams exams exams... so sian lor.. i saw my favourite cartoon vcd... but couldn't buy it.. costs 60 bucks.. URGH... stupid.. why sell so expensive... idiotic.. last night.. i was terribly super duper sad.. and managed to any how anyhow draw out kyou, yuki and momiji.. on 3 pieces of drawing paper.. quite nice.. i am not being bhb.. my head hurts now.. today the speaker(bro sam) talked about bgr.. den he said.. holding hands is a form of sexual activity.. hahax.. me and tiffany were like [-.-"].. whaha..yupx.. nth much today...

... haix.... i guess hor.. this blog is gonna be back to it's old old kind of version le.. not happy wan liao lar.. this year..i chao suay.. haix.. yes yes.. i do remember u chermaine.. u still with sylvia? i jus plainly forgotten how u looked like..:P..hmm... kin yang jus say that this world.. suckz.. i agree.. but wad can i do to change it.. nth.. it was meant to be sucky i guess... he wish that he could just jump down.. and end his life.. me too.. but i can't... i can't fang qi yi qie.. i have some one on my mind.. i have so many things to handle..(esp my detention forms..mr chan...[-.-"]) i have so many things to do... u want me to be wad i wanna be.. i not even sure wad i wanna be... i wanna be... but can i do it? i doubt so..haix.. why is life like this.. how i wish i could be a toddler.. only thinking of eat, sleep, play... dun even have to worry for tml.. but could that be.. i dun think so... help pls... i need help..

wee... got back my results... gross... seriously.. i think i need a tuition teacher.. [-.-"]whaha.. weird rite.. me.. asking for a tuition teacher.. no choice.. need help in my studies.. 2 more days.. to june holidays.. my countdown.. haha.. can't wait for that day.. lolx..schools been laggy.. at least for me..whaha.. i mean.. it's like..no studies.. wee.. okok...today's been boring.. haha.. mdm chow nvr come.. got alot of free period.. shiok.. plus.. no mt.. cuz the sec 4s and 5s havong intensive MTL..!!! rite? haha.. i one period only bth liao.. they have to endure for the whole day and 5 days lor.. warh... * admires u guyS* lolx.. well.. nth much to update la now... cuz veh tired.. lolx..okok.. cyzx and tc..

woW.. today was like sunday.. and i can't bear to leave my bed... [-.-"] whaha.. the air-con was too shiok liao.. hehe.. and i was a little sick last nite.. didn't know the time..i wake up around 11.. and watched the repeat series of huan zhu ge ge.. last episode la.. yupx..and left my house at 12.30pm.. to church.. yipee.. i was serving.. and had promise tiffany that i will be going.. so.. haha.. no chance to escape.. lolx.. jk.. today's songs were fantastic.. wee.. love them.. hmm.. after church..we had usher's debrief.. haha.. i was walking down the stairs with tiffany when this green shirt guy(tiff and alena.. whahahahaha!!~) said.. "good job good job!" i knew him la.. but i forgotten his name.. lolx.. haha.. and he was laughing when he said gd job gd job.. den came down the stairs.. i saw him again.. and i say him.."u siao arh" hahax.. den he say" i say u gd job u still scold me.." haha.. farni.. den went to meet up with alena,eunice and vinnie.. den the green shirt guy came up again and told me" i go eat first la later come back" whahaha.. i was like nodding my head.. and the others laughed at me.. they xiang wai wai.. toot themm lolx.. than he came back and said "i think dun wan go lar.. cuz upstairs cannot reserve seats." he was like telling me.. haha.. and tiffany, alena and eunice laughed lor.. i was like.. hahaz.. den all the while we were like guessing his name.. can;t remeber la.. whaha.. tiff suddenly said"WAYNE LA" haha.. ya hor..

yepz.. later, we(alena, me, tiffany, eunice,vinnie, avian, althea and jian hai(sth liddat.. oops..;P) went to mac.. i mean they were pure gross ok.. lolx.. i was seating with the funniest and grossest peeps.. lolx.. the jian han was like saying wad funky old lady club.. he was the president.. avian was the vice president, althea was the vice-vice president and me was the vice-vice-vice president.. lolx.. they were mad la.. but funny.. whahaha.. and that avian kept calling me shieldtox ourderless.. lolx.. weird.. just because i wore that cap to church.. whaha.. funny..

than later we went to tM... walk walk around.. play play around also.. hahaz.. den we went home.. wee.. and here i am.. happI day toDay.. wEeE

wee.. back from prefect's camp.. whahaz.. it was fun.. but i am now sick.. cuz not enough sleep.. sick rite.. got people la..too energectic and disturb me.. pui la.. stupid.. make me sick.. urgh..aniways.. lemme fill u guys up..

Day 1
hehe we reached there ard 9+ liddat.. and than we play the "bombing game" lolx.. it was like there were 4-5 person per hoop den have to run here and there very hard to explain.. but very fun to play! lolx.. yep.. after that we play the ball in the parachute.. it was a little lame.. had to use alot of strength.. yar.. hahax.. after all this.. we had lunch.. hahax.. afterwards we had to do river crossing.. so fun.. whahahz... den fang lin kept shouting.. all of us were laughing.. but dunnoe why, i was quiet at times.. after crossing the river already, i sat down on the stones there..to dry my self.. i was like so quiet can..dunnoe why.. i was thinking of something.. or even somebody.. or even some place.. anyway.. this camp was weird for me.. okies.. yup anyway.. back to my story after all of us had done the river crossing, we went back to our chalet... to bathe.. the chalet was like so cool..lol.. and my shoes stink sia.. we bathe in there.. and next door was atiqah and radhea and soyah.. haha.. so happy sia.. den on my right was cheow yean and vivian..so cool.. den couldnt sleep...so we chatted outside for awhile and some guys came into our rooms and said that "soccer in 2.35 am." lolx.. all of us were like "huh?" it was fun la.. but in the end no soccer.. lol.. i got the below part of the bed.. cuz the bed below have another bed.. so i slept below.. serene was above me.. haha.. serene was like saying.. "lynette arh.. becareful ah.. i scared later at night i fall on u.." hahax.. i was a little shocked la.. lolx.. anyway.. we slept around 1+.. close to 2.. but people were energectic.. hahax.. got us all awake.. farni..

Day 2..
cheow yean woke us up.. thru hp.. hahax.. ard 5.30am.. and it was like so freezing cold!! hahax.. very cold lor.. den we i woke up.. went to call soyah and frens up.. lolx.. i was practially shivering la.. haha.. den i went to brush my teeth.. until ard 5.45am.. samuel came ard.. telling us it was 6.30 already... [-.-"].. whaha.. farni.. den suddenly.. cheow yean came knocking on our chalet door (the chio bu) lol..we thot wad sia.. like so urgent liddat.. whaha.. in the end she say got cockroach in her bathroom.. and want soyah to catch.. lolx.. so scary can.. i also afraid of cockroach.. lolx.. den we had our 5 bx.. and our run.. den we went back to chalet and relax for awhile.. and also to pack our bags.. yup... den we had our rafting.. lol... i like it sia.. hahax.. we managed too row thru the point la.. hahax.. den we had our field cooking.. lol.. it was nice la.. den after all these.. we waited for our bus.. cuz it was time to go home liaox.. so tired lor by that time.. lolx..

haix... today last day in this week that i will blog liaox.. tml go fer prefect's camp liaox.. haix... i was hoping for tml.. but now.. i dun feel like going...... haix haix.. how come can change siax.. anyway.. i just ironed my ncc uniforms... the skirt and the camou... to prepare for friday as i have no time to spare... keke.. so cham siaz... just packed finish bag.. phew~.. yay... samuel ish going to the camp! at least i will be able to hear his bullshit and sorts.. if not.. hahax... it's gonna be boring man... tonight.. got incredible tales and missing.. kekex... muz see incredible tales ah... whaha.... HE wanna patch up with cheow yean.... keke... dun larx.. later get hurt again.. a lady's heart is a fragilr heart.. kekek... hmm... feel like beating somebody... haix... anyway.. suddenly i remember wad a teacher told me... he said... << i am your teacher.. in social life, i am just 1 rank higher than u... on a student to teacher basics.. but based on humaninty... i and u are just the same.. the same human.>> dunnoe why these few days i think alot siax.. like that time i thought.. why i cannot recongnise which monkey is the one that i carried? but they can recongnise????? lolx.. nvm you know wad!! we go prefect's camp must bring cocktail sia.. in a sense of COCK-TAIL.. lolx.... *pervetic mind* lolx... keke... later must go buy lor... dun feel like going for ncc camp siax.. sure kena like siaox wan... make sure during that time, time must go fast fast.. other wise , it's gonna be a torture siax..

whahaha... i will be leaving for cAmp le... dun miss me... lolzx... heheh.. prefect's camp... [-.-"].. dunnoe fun anort.. hope so la.. today went for the briefing... keke.. den like very LAN to pack lor.. haix haix..hahaz.. straight away after prefects camp.. on the 21st.. got ncc camp... !!!!!!!!! so cham..whahah.. stressed siax..*karbish* means i will be away from home for about *counts on the fingers* erh.. 5 days.. waRh.. i miss miss u all liaOx la... whaha.. esp my chio bu... SUYU!! lol.. den wun hear her tok for 5 days siax.... warh..... my ears cannot take it.. okok *cuts the crap*

anyway.... i find that ribena ish very very nice ar... whaha.. my mother help her neighbour look after baby.. haha.. den i take care.. so mother mother kind.. pui.. lol.. so farni.. okok lar.. hahaz.. but he looks very cute.. wee... sleeping in my room now..
den i cannot on light.. can die ah! okok i stop liaox la.. want sleep.. kekeke

harloZ.. everyboDYz.. i am baCk liaox.. hahaz.. i was using diaryland de mar.. tt's why.. keke.. haix.. these few days very wad lehz.. nvm lar..