Wednesday, December 10, 2003
Scolding and shouting boomed into my ears as the Nco's scolding ALFA.. we quietly listened.. That's not me..Am i really changing.. i don't really want a drastic change.. yeah.. cuz if i were the last time lynette.. haha.. i would have shown colours to my nco's face.. but i didn't.. that's the problem.. i just feel that i am growing soft.. maybe stronger.. in the inside.. i take things lightly nowadays.. i dun get paranoid over small matters.. i do get last time.. Maybe.. i am getting more confidence... not the slack kind.. Not going to usher retreat.. FEVER..haix.. it seems like i just can't go anywhere nice huh? there are soo many things blocking my way.. Why is life like this!!!! i hate my life.. wadeva suyu said is true.. Life SUX!!! it sux totally man!!
