Sunday, January 01, 2006
It's the NEW YEAR!!
010106. 1st of january 2006. Everything that happened in 2005 is the past. Some that are supposed to be remembered, will be remembered. Some that are supposed to be forgotten will be forgotten. (:
No New Year resolutions. Cos, i know i will forget them the very next day.
It's going to be a new start for me. Yup, me! Next on will be the New Year wishlist! (:
- Grow taller. This is a must. Definitely a must.
- A fossil watch.
- That pair of glasses.
- Hope to have a mind that can be set on studying.
- And also stop letting Atiqah influence me with her cute boys and stuffs like that.
- I don't want to go through WW3 or any disasters.
- Oh. Er.. A serious studying partner. Those kind that would actually say "we are supposed to study, not daydream or talk nonsense."
- And.. Be Happy! And make everyone Happy!
2005 wasn't that victorious but hey, I am still glad that I went through that hectic year. Picked up both good and bad stuffs. Good stuffs will be with me till the end.
Decided to open a new blog. http://www.hiddenfeelings-.blogspot.com for the new year
Yup. This blog will stay. As memories of the past. I WILL be glad i went through them.
I'm growing up. I'll stop doing crappy stuffs and make people worried. Even if I want to, it'll be on the sly. HAHA. JOKE OK. JOKE. but emotions will still stay. can't blame me if I feel fucked up again. like who doesn't?
Last but not least. I wanna thank all of my friends.
fruiits [jh, jannie, tpt,zr,car,wc,kj]
i love u guys. and wanna thk you guys for loving me. (:
part d's. [feeza,tiqa,fiza,sina,fate, fana, farhana, hannah]
you guys just rock my world upside down.
adam,ivor,yang,abu, shawn.
the student lounge has turned into rukmani's home room and trust me, it isn't in a very gd condition. haha. but hey. i love those days.
ivor,douglas,chinchye,kokhong,kahleong.
short will always remember u all. and the next time u see me. i'll grow taller. REALLY. take a metre rule and measure and i'll be sad to say it's not enough. haha
tajuddin,george
we met each other at ophir. decided to keep in touch and manage to see each other again at camp pinnacle!! ahahaks. JUJU! (: thks for sharing ur stuffs with me. i know u way better than u know me juju!!
GEORGE!! thks for everything. yup. and i mean everything. promises and scoldings and teachings from u. haha. you gave the most. (: oh, and i still forgot turun senjata. haha. i have a very hungry bear. it's name is winnie. (:
camp pin friends [sabri,sirhan,gary,winnie,leylun,junny,cheryl,joseph....]
soo many thanks to you all!! u guys made me laugh and gave me companion. (: thk u la k.
aussie trip [CLT waiyiu,walter,jamie,faiz. CADETS cheryl, justin,cheng ying,fiza]
flies in perth will be missed.
cookie will be missed
waves at that don't know what beach will be missed.
ALL of us will be missed except for andy. haha
prefects [exco board,senior, alumini]
(: u made a part of me, me. glad u people were there. thks for tolerating my crap and stuffs. regardless of different posts or duties. we're still together. i hate that 2003 head prefect. hurs.
302 people.
i know our class is a havoc though it's express stream. but nt missing out the times where we actually tease the teachers and kept united when all of us did something wrong. im proud to have classmates like u. rock on!
CLTs [hadi,zarifah,fadhlee,fidah,hafizuddin,didi, farhan, haryati,hanafi,kinyang,bernie,gavin.jamie,waiyiu,walter,faiz, kokteng...]
ncc wouldn't be fun without u guys.
mt ophir, ndp, ipoh trip,aussie attachment, camp pinnacle, spec course. EVERYTHING!
that's abt it. if i din included ur name..
u're not in my mind.
u're in my heart!!
if you think u deserve that space. (:
ciao! happy new year everyone.
010106. 1st of january 2006. Everything that happened in 2005 is the past. Some that are supposed to be remembered, will be remembered. Some that are supposed to be forgotten will be forgotten. (:
No New Year resolutions. Cos, i know i will forget them the very next day.
It's going to be a new start for me. Yup, me! Next on will be the New Year wishlist! (:
- Grow taller. This is a must. Definitely a must.
- A fossil watch.
- That pair of glasses.
- Hope to have a mind that can be set on studying.
- And also stop letting Atiqah influence me with her cute boys and stuffs like that.
- I don't want to go through WW3 or any disasters.
- Oh. Er.. A serious studying partner. Those kind that would actually say "we are supposed to study, not daydream or talk nonsense."
- And.. Be Happy! And make everyone Happy!
2005 wasn't that victorious but hey, I am still glad that I went through that hectic year. Picked up both good and bad stuffs. Good stuffs will be with me till the end.
Decided to open a new blog. http://www.hiddenfeelings-.blogspot.com for the new year
Yup. This blog will stay. As memories of the past. I WILL be glad i went through them.
I'm growing up. I'll stop doing crappy stuffs and make people worried. Even if I want to, it'll be on the sly. HAHA. JOKE OK. JOKE. but emotions will still stay. can't blame me if I feel fucked up again. like who doesn't?
Last but not least. I wanna thank all of my friends.
fruiits [jh, jannie, tpt,zr,car,wc,kj]
i love u guys. and wanna thk you guys for loving me. (:
part d's. [feeza,tiqa,fiza,sina,fate, fana, farhana, hannah]
you guys just rock my world upside down.
adam,ivor,yang,abu, shawn.
the student lounge has turned into rukmani's home room and trust me, it isn't in a very gd condition. haha. but hey. i love those days.
ivor,douglas,chinchye,kokhong,kahleong.
short will always remember u all. and the next time u see me. i'll grow taller. REALLY. take a metre rule and measure and i'll be sad to say it's not enough. haha
tajuddin,george
we met each other at ophir. decided to keep in touch and manage to see each other again at camp pinnacle!! ahahaks. JUJU! (: thks for sharing ur stuffs with me. i know u way better than u know me juju!!
GEORGE!! thks for everything. yup. and i mean everything. promises and scoldings and teachings from u. haha. you gave the most. (: oh, and i still forgot turun senjata. haha. i have a very hungry bear. it's name is winnie. (:
camp pin friends [sabri,sirhan,gary,winnie,leylun,junny,cheryl,joseph....]
soo many thanks to you all!! u guys made me laugh and gave me companion. (: thk u la k.
aussie trip [CLT waiyiu,walter,jamie,faiz. CADETS cheryl, justin,cheng ying,fiza]
flies in perth will be missed.
cookie will be missed
waves at that don't know what beach will be missed.
ALL of us will be missed except for andy. haha
prefects [exco board,senior, alumini]
(: u made a part of me, me. glad u people were there. thks for tolerating my crap and stuffs. regardless of different posts or duties. we're still together. i hate that 2003 head prefect. hurs.
302 people.
i know our class is a havoc though it's express stream. but nt missing out the times where we actually tease the teachers and kept united when all of us did something wrong. im proud to have classmates like u. rock on!
CLTs [hadi,zarifah,fadhlee,fidah,hafizuddin,didi, farhan, haryati,hanafi,kinyang,bernie,gavin.jamie,waiyiu,walter,faiz, kokteng...]
ncc wouldn't be fun without u guys.
mt ophir, ndp, ipoh trip,aussie attachment, camp pinnacle, spec course. EVERYTHING!
that's abt it. if i din included ur name..
u're not in my mind.
u're in my heart!!
if you think u deserve that space. (:
ciao! happy new year everyone.
Saturday, December 31, 2005
i need a hug ):
badly.
very badly.
):
What is there to fear? I'm alone; no one can hurt me. So what have I got to fear?
once, a friend told me that dreams could probably be the most wonderful thing in our lives.
the new year is coming in a few hours more. my dad didn't allow me to go for the count down. he said wait till u're 16. -.- but i wanna watch the fireworks.
im feeling weird.
infact im feeling sour.
i got soaked in the rain again.
totally.
no doubt. im getting sick.
getting sick. of everything.
might as well die.
get sick and die. hoho.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
(: cheerios
badly.
very badly.
):
What is there to fear? I'm alone; no one can hurt me. So what have I got to fear?
once, a friend told me that dreams could probably be the most wonderful thing in our lives.
the new year is coming in a few hours more. my dad didn't allow me to go for the count down. he said wait till u're 16. -.- but i wanna watch the fireworks.
im feeling weird.
infact im feeling sour.
i got soaked in the rain again.
totally.
no doubt. im getting sick.
getting sick. of everything.
might as well die.
get sick and die. hoho.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
(: cheerios
Friday, December 30, 2005
fish.
guys can be irritating. especially ones whom you don't even know they existed.
this freaking weird guy msged me on friendster. he wanted me to add him. -_-
arse. does your friendster contains a special edition that it doesn't have a 'add as friend' button and you need me to add you?? so i say 'add your self' .
he then replied. 'woah, nice attitude hun. wat your number.? *winks*'
eww eww eww. yuck yuck yuck. gross gross gross.
then i did not reply him. and then, after watching tv. i came back to the computer and went back to friendster.
new messages. from that fisher. he msged 6 times. with the same content.
'woah, nice attitude hun. wat your number.? *winks*'
arse arse arse arse. if all the guys in the world are like this fisher. i would turn lesbian. worst. i'll jump down or go for plastic surgery, turn myself into a guy.
horrible!!!
-----
im suffering, im having an itchy throat. itchy eyes. aches on legs. N if im not wrong. a lil of temperature. cos i have been playing in the rain for the past 3 days straight.
hoohoo.
its been awhile since i've abused myself. [i kept my promise. do i have a present? (:]
and santa didn't come.
so much for being a gd gal.
i guess that this is where we've come to
and if you don't want to
than you don't have to believe me.
tajuddin has gone all haywired from KL!!! goodness. horrible.
guys can be irritating. especially ones whom you don't even know they existed.
this freaking weird guy msged me on friendster. he wanted me to add him. -_-
arse. does your friendster contains a special edition that it doesn't have a 'add as friend' button and you need me to add you?? so i say 'add your self' .
he then replied. 'woah, nice attitude hun. wat your number.? *winks*'
eww eww eww. yuck yuck yuck. gross gross gross.
then i did not reply him. and then, after watching tv. i came back to the computer and went back to friendster.
new messages. from that fisher. he msged 6 times. with the same content.
'woah, nice attitude hun. wat your number.? *winks*'
arse arse arse arse. if all the guys in the world are like this fisher. i would turn lesbian. worst. i'll jump down or go for plastic surgery, turn myself into a guy.
horrible!!!
-----
im suffering, im having an itchy throat. itchy eyes. aches on legs. N if im not wrong. a lil of temperature. cos i have been playing in the rain for the past 3 days straight.
hoohoo.
its been awhile since i've abused myself. [i kept my promise. do i have a present? (:]
and santa didn't come.
so much for being a gd gal.
i guess that this is where we've come to
and if you don't want to
than you don't have to believe me.
tajuddin has gone all haywired from KL!!! goodness. horrible.
you are so thick skinned. hahaks. i can't stand you..
thick skinned bobo.
kuku! xD
well, i feel like boxing you.
worst i'll bite you.
slap la.
bite you.
fort minor - believe me
fort minor - petrified
fort minor - remember the name
n'sync - i believe in you
craig david - don't love you no more
craig david - johnny
nickelback - photograph
mariah carey & 98 degrees & joe - thank god i found you
pink - family portrait
maroon 5 - she will be loved
linkin park - numb
linkin park -breaking the habit
eminem - mockingbird
eminem - toy soldiers
eminem - cleaning my closet
aaron carter - leave it up to me
gwen stefani - hollaback girl
NB ridaz - notice me
playlist playlist!!
they're taking over me.
ciaos. gonna mum-mum.
HAHA.
so hard to say goodbye..
thick skinned bobo.
kuku! xD
well, i feel like boxing you.
worst i'll bite you.
slap la.
bite you.
fort minor - believe me
fort minor - petrified
fort minor - remember the name
n'sync - i believe in you
craig david - don't love you no more
craig david - johnny
nickelback - photograph
mariah carey & 98 degrees & joe - thank god i found you
pink - family portrait
maroon 5 - she will be loved
linkin park - numb
linkin park -breaking the habit
eminem - mockingbird
eminem - toy soldiers
eminem - cleaning my closet
aaron carter - leave it up to me
gwen stefani - hollaback girl
NB ridaz - notice me
playlist playlist!!
they're taking over me.
ciaos. gonna mum-mum.
HAHA.
so hard to say goodbye..
Thursday, December 29, 2005
im scared.
im frightened.
im afraid.
i feel insecure.
i feel unreal. but i don't know how to describe how im feeling right now. it feels as if im locked in a cage, seeing other people having fun. the key is right on the table but out of my reach.
i don't know what am i talking AGAIN. forget it.
make me wake up from my nightmare.
i don't even know when i slept and got into this mess.
u know what. sometimes u make me feel like hugging u. (:
don't know
just feel like.(:
-----
enough bout that. i want to commemorate this day. i killed a cockroach. a real cockroach. i was on my way to sch, walking in to the building when i saw a cockroach. i kicked it gently to the other side which was in the middle of the road. a car came and squash it flat. ok lah, indirectly i brought it's death.
RIP.
cockytheroach
im frightened.
im afraid.
i feel insecure.
i feel unreal. but i don't know how to describe how im feeling right now. it feels as if im locked in a cage, seeing other people having fun. the key is right on the table but out of my reach.
i don't know what am i talking AGAIN. forget it.
make me wake up from my nightmare.
i don't even know when i slept and got into this mess.
u know what. sometimes u make me feel like hugging u. (:
don't know
just feel like.(:
-----
enough bout that. i want to commemorate this day. i killed a cockroach. a real cockroach. i was on my way to sch, walking in to the building when i saw a cockroach. i kicked it gently to the other side which was in the middle of the road. a car came and squash it flat. ok lah, indirectly i brought it's death.
RIP.
cockytheroach
